In about a hundred times we spent together, I don’t think I have any picture of you. So this is prolly be my first and last photo of you. I’m truly sad of having to know the truth and not being able to tell you about it, or worse, you not telling me about the truth. =( I could have been happy for you! Or just be there for you, you know. Coz with you, I can talk about anything and just be me. I’m not sure why you can’t do the same. I have always accepted you for who you are, even from the start.
These past few days we were together, I could really tell the difference. It’s not the same with you. I felt like a lost a really dear friend. Though I was happy that somehow, I felt we connected, for maybe about an hour and a half. We talked like we normally do, not caring about whatever and just laugh our hearts out, completely unaware of the time passing by. And that’s something I will always miss from you.
And when I dropped you off the airport, the last words you said to me were, “I’ll see you next year.” I’m sorry but I highly doubt it. Judging from how you were the last couple days, I don’t think you were happy being with me. =( And I don’t think she would want you to see me again.
I just want to thank you for the years and years of friendship. For tolerating my brattiness and just accepting me for who I am. I hope you’ll have a blessed life ahead. I’ll always treasure what we had. And as much as I want to spend time and just laugh or cry, with you, I’d have to let you go.. So this is me, saying goodbye to you.