It’s fun to be single but it sucks to be alone
So I just found out that my ex, who is now a good friend of mine (for real), is already in a relationship after sooo many years. I was just surprised, totally unexpected. Ow don’t get me wrong, my ex is a wonderful person but the thing is, we never talked about those kind of stuffs. So you can imagine how stunned I was. Though I’m happy for P and all, but there’s this certain feeling I couldn’t shake. Or is it just my hormones (it’s that special time of the month again). But it’s weird. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t like my ex like that, at least not anymore. Is it possible to be happy for someone and equally feel bad for yourself at the same time? Ugh. My ex made me realize that I’m all alone. And it sucks, big time. I was able to read some of their sweet nothings, and it hit me - I miss the feeling of being in love! =( Yeah being single is all fun, but sometimes (that would probably be right now), I miss how to be loved and be loved.
To the person who is suppose to be for me, is it going to take forever for us to meet? I’m dying out here. =(