Tomorrow when I wake up, I won’t be 28 anymore.
Being lonely doesn’t necessary mean being alone.
This is the first sunrise of September which means it’s officially BER months! If you’re a filipino, you’d know what I’m talking about. =) It’s the start of Christmas season! Oh yeah. And if you’re big on Christmases like me, then it sure feels like giving new toys to 5 year olds. Lol
And just to tell you how a sucker I am for christmas, a dream woke me up at 2:00 am and it was me hangin out poinsettia decor. And later that day, I listened to my first christmas song this year, an all time fave, Mariah Carey’s All I Want For Christmas! Lol
I just love the christmas spirit, the rain, the cold breeze, the carollings, the christmas trees and decors, reds and greens and silver dusts, the gifts and especially the christmas songs! Now I can start playing my christmas playlist. =) And did I mention it’s my birth month too??
Christmas is a celebration of Jesus’ birth, life and love. Thank you Lord for Christmas season. I’m just feelin it! =)
My mom has always been my rock. She supports whatever my crazy decisions are and takes care of me all the time. Sure we fight a lot but I know she always has my back.
But no matter how we love each other, we have weird ways of showing it. We don’t talk much and if we do, somehow it always doesn’t sound right. It doesn’t appear as though we care but we know in our hearts that we do. I guess that was how I was brought up and that was kind of the thing I got used to.
A couple nights ago, mom had to sleep in my room because we had too many guests in the house. And it was out of nowhere that we started talking. We talked about sooo many things, crazy and serious stuffs. I even talked about my “love life” which I havn’t and I mean didn’t talked to her about it at all. We had midnight snacks and talked and laughed till dawn. We slept at around 5:00am. I never thought it’ll happen even in my wildest dreams, and believe me, I have a vivid imagination.
It felt weird and nice at the same time. Maybe for some of you guys, it’s totally no big deal but for me it was out of the norms. I love my mom to pieces and I’m happy I got to share that special moment with her. It happened last August 20, 2013 and in case you are wondering, yes, it was indeed a blue moon. =)